Last night I could feel my whole body vibrating & I’ve been sleeping all day today.
Collectively we are healing big things right now.
And as I laid here today, old hurt & old pain came to mind - things I haven’t thought about for years.
I felt them passing through me.
I felt myself choosing more for me this time - more than the naive hurt person I used to be, and more in terms of what I deserved, more of what I receive.
I think we all have been in a kind of limbo lately, our everythings have been uprooted - not just routines - but whole structures and ways of being.
I thought this would be a great time to “catch up” on things I’ve been meaning to do and to accomplish. Like everyone else I had a list as long as my arm of “things” that needed doing.
But we’ve found ourselves sitting here, staring blankly and being confused, haven’t we?
And that’s not by accident.
Everything needs to change now. And with that - we need some time to just “be” - to understand what comes next.
It can’t be forced.
Not even if we try.
Give yourself some grace today and through this unknowing time, you’ll need it.
We all will.
I hope you and your family are well otherwise,
xx. T